During retrograde, I always look back at past relationships, especially my platonic relationships. Friendships are so much more complex then romantic relationships. In this entry I reflect on life lessons I learned about being a shitty friend and having that energy returned to me. I don't care about the men that have come and gone in my life( I'm so used to it)but my failed friendships always haunt me. Maybe one day I'll forgive myself.🤎 #lessonlearned
It's very strange...but sometimes when we are focused on ourselves and/or minding our own business, karmic energies get very emotionally triggered because they can't figure you out or control you. Sometimes they may even try to destroy you character. I discuss this very type of energy I've been experiencing recently at my factory job. If you can relate to this too, don't feed into it. Do you, continue to mind your business and let your spiritual team control/alt/delete those hos!🤎
My life flows better when I am true asexual self. Yes, I'm attracted to men but they get on my nerves more then anything. I also manifest better when I keep to myself and abstain from men. I tend to attract many male energy harvesters for some reason. There is so much stress surrounding me and a bunch of males in my life and I'm dusting all of them! I need to re-focus myself. Men do not bring anything meaningful to my table so I'm going back to my true sexuality. That's where my power lies. Hard truth: all I want is to be happy and men don't make me happy and I've accepted the fact that they never will... #overit🤎
So apparently May is Mental Health Awareness Month.....that's some bullshit. The very same energies that are currently running the world into the ground are the same energies pushing out this fake concern about people's mental health. NEWS FLASH: NONE OF US ARE OK!!! Mental illness is the newest pop culture trend. It's cool to promote fake concern about mental health. Meanwhile people who ACTUALLY struggle to exist and battle their minds everyday are dismissed( me). The world is insane and I have to process it alone...the irony. The pandemic turned everything upside down and everyone is pretending that everything is ok. FUCK EVERYONE. I'M RIDING WITH ME FOREVER!🤎
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*all short stories on this blog are fictional and written by me.
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